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Monday, January 02, 2012

i dont like to read other ppl's blog on a regular basis. it reminds me that either my mind is too dam shallow, or i lead a extremely boring life, or both.

but some blogs are worth reading. but really dont read my blog if u canot stand my unstable emotional ranting posts.

but today was a bad day. 2012 started out badly. i dont noe why i get so worked up over such minor stuff that i probably wont care in 5 years. but really, i can totally explain why i would care about such stuff in 5 years.

first is my irritating study table. i HATE the fact i dont really have my own room (but my study table is in my bro's room, and my bed is in my sis' room. actually originally the bro's room was just study room and my sis room our sleeping room. but that was before furniture got shifted around), but now my study table (aka my comfort lovely zone) is being shifted ard lik i'm not anything important of this shitty lovely family that's al i have left. i'm now stuck ajacent the dam door. with nowhere to put my messy stuff. and the lighting is all wrong. because of my stupid lefty nature, i block the light as my window is on the left side. GRRRR so ANNOYING. i have no place to put my stuff. GRR ARGH. I"M SO ANNOYED. and schhol is starting and all my stuff is still in dusty boxes. i haven study the dam drug quiz nor get my applications in order. SHIT LA. and i haven had enough time to brood enough about going to hospital or retail or polyclinic. or convince myself i'll be ok in retail. or tell myself it will all be ok for this coming horrible sem.

second are my pathetic excuses for frenships. i REALLY shouldnt expect too much, hadn i learn my lesson alr? but i still HATE how some ppl are so heavy colour light fren. goodness gracious it almost makes me wish sometimes bad will happen jus to show these ppl. almost. almost =/ but mayb when it's my turn, i just might choose colour too. and then when i think about this, i hate myself for being so hypocritical. so i try my best not to choose colour but guess wat? the coloured ppl think i'm choosing colour. FINE I SHALL PROVE IT TO U LOR. u want heavy colour light fren? i give you heavy colour light fren. disappointing.

wat a horrible way to start my new year. but honestly i dont really care. it's all the same now. thanks for brain washing me the meaningless of life.

on a happier note, wicked musical was AWESOME. at least i enjoyed myself. i dont regret the 97 bucks i forked out. would hv considered the front row seats ticket actually, but i probably will have to go alone.=/ mayb binoculars. hahas. but the plot was awesome. the good witch glinda is a helluva bimbo, and the wicked witch of the east is the heroine of the story. there was prince too, cat fight for the prince (who likes the fiery smart green wicked witch of the east in the end), great dance moves, lovely backdrop, fullhouse! they even explained how the scarecrow, tin man and cowardly lion came to be. and why the witch was so obsessed with the enchanted red shoes. i love how they tie up these small small parts together. and of course the lovely romance part >< there dialogue was also witty and not at all childish. appreciated how they depicted the story telling part (of how the wicked witch was born, her mother having an affair with a man (who actually turned out to be the wizard of oz! ZOMG!)  and the best part was the happy ending! even though the witch supposedly died (melted by hot water), they showed us how the witch got tgt with the prince in the end :) FANTASTIC. omans. jus the mere recollection brings me a happy glow to my heart :) really i dont mind spending such money. :)))

at least i try to make myself a lovely new year. :) spending money i dont really have hahas. but well. 2012, however u suck, i'l stil have to drag myself thru it.



signing off
amethyst
12:09 AM