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Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Feels so crappy. Lik dying is better. Throat is so itchy. Dont feel lik trusting any medications also. All i want to do is sleep. Seldom get this sick. Mayb it's some v mutant and deadly virus -.- feels so irritable too when ppl can't be bothered. But pls when will I ever learn to be responsible for myself?

So anyway there's this stupid test tmr. I Honestly cannot be bothered. Already secured my job, why should I care? Seriously. Not lik if I work hard I'll get all a and get to pull up my cap. After all pt3 is the hardest of them all, and natural Pdt is some kind of med Chem in disguise. I should jus be happy I don't drop a class to no class.

I should really stop bitching and gossiping Lest i get banished to the lowest depth of hell. But I jus can't help it. I feel so bitter and jealous. Not just totally jealous of what is, but what was done/is being done. Really cannot wait to grad and get the hell out of this place:/

Don't know what else life will bring aft this, but I don't have too bright a prospective (thinks of everyone gasping in horror or the quiet 'oh' when I tell them I'm gng guardian). But seriously I have to get my license la. Imagine I fail cuz I didnt study for the stupid drug quiz! Yay haha new found inspiration to study ._.



signing off
amethyst
3:32 PM