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Friday, September 30, 2011

thanks to yl who showed me a crappy link about liposuction which says that even if u removed the fats at that one area, the same amt of fats will jus regrow back at another area BY ONE YEAR. HOW WONDERFULLY UNFAIR. i doubt with al the current level of justice in the world it would grow back at the boobs part -.- UGHHH there goes my plan of ever wearing sleeveless. -.- imagine it growing back at the tummy area. UGH. or MAYB i could always save enough for lipo for ALL OVER MY BODY. BEAT THAT FATS. NO WHERE FOR U TO GROW. -.-

den yl reminded me it would grow back in the FACE. so imagine a sexy slim body but a FAT FACE. SHEESH. HOW WONDERFULLY FAIR. 

i dont noe wat i want actually. i jus wantto graduate and get out of this fucked up life now. but i think working is actually gonna be lonely. thanks ah. thankyou hk for throwing me into the life of loneliness, den the bloody year 4 where i have to really start getting used to loneliess. i supposed when i finally get to work (IF I GRADUATE)  it would even be more lonely.but helo i supposed it's all my fucked up fault anw. my insecurity instability and wonderfully pathetic selfish nature. unfortunately i cannot be smart selfish but am woefully stupid selfish. -.-

ppl tel u to appreciate the shit u have in your life instead of wanting what u cannot have. pls ah. easy for you with who dont have the lesser of two evils to say ah.

twitter has been a good fren for the past mth. despite me saying i wont ever use it. but i suppose if everyone else can change, why cant i change? even thou it's a pathetic way to change -.-

i feel lik changing my fb profile now. and i oso try to do the best for my frens. =) what shit ah. nobody appreciates it lar, since i do it for selfish reasons anw (apparently cause u noe, it appears i do it to gain more frens or say in their freaking good books.) i should jus heck the shit everyone. since everyone is jus using everyone. and i dont deserve any frens. or mayb my apparent "sacrifice" is lik nth to the recipient. it's all just NOTHING YEA.

what the fuck do i want?



signing off
amethyst
12:19 AM