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Sunday, May 29, 2011

one might be ugly by nature, but one does not need to go to the extreme of plastic surgery to correct wat's wrong (even however much i wish to -.-)

all you have to do is put in some effort.

ya it's super unfair some ppl do not need slather on liq foundation or powder every morning to look lik they have healthy skin (and having the makeup melt at the end of the day and leaving patches on my face), but if one jus put in a little effort, there could (would) be some improvement.

i mean, even cutting your hair makes u look neater. dressing up a bit projects a nicer image (tatty ratty shirts are oh-so-comfortable, but give the impression you jus crawled out of bed, which is likely what jus happened). it gives the impression that at least u bothered. it tells the world that even you were born ugly, you are unlikely to roll over and jus die (or in this case, roll in watever comfortable tatty faded shirt u're in). instead, it signals that at least you BOTHERED and u are ready to fight if it matters and that you CARE.

at least comb your hair, change into nice shirt/dress/blouse, slap on crap makeup, force some contacts in, ditch the nerdy old specs, pile on concealer, and buy portable makeup remover so u can erase the eye liner emphasizing on ur dark circles cause u blink too hard to smudge the eyeliner cause contacts make ur eyes dry and tired.

now i jus need to find enough time and money to rebond my hair and see the pimples doctor. funny how stimulus can take on different unexpected forms.

i've spent so much money these mth, and not most on clothes. i cant really be bothered to shop and buy. sure i do the ocassionally reckless buying sometimes,

every morning, i have to talk myself into getting up, piling the foundation, stuffing the contacts in, or risk gng to work w a red nose and nerdy specs.

that's wat i actually worry about preceptorship. -.- this totally tells you where my priorities lie, dont they? since when did i become so superficial and shallow and so disgusting? hai.



signing off
amethyst
2:39 AM