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Thursday, January 20, 2011

feel so down. it feels lik nothing is going right. it feels lik everything is jus so disappointing.

wat is worst is that i have absolutely no motivation watsoever in anything. and i'm steadily losing interest in clothes too. feels lik it's been darn long since i've bought sth. haven traded for nicer things too. i feel so sian. lik wat is the point anyway? in the end it will all be lik that. life has no meaning as so many ppl lik to tel me. so WHAT IS THE POINT.

hate pk to the max. stupid boring MATHEMATICAL module. hai. dont reali lik the rest of the modules either, but den again, when have i ever like any modules of any accursed sem? but stupid pk is exceptionally irritating cause everytime aft a lect, there is this "assignment" that serves as a reminder as how much i'm laggin behind. and it's all my fault reali, for chionging tuiton (den spending the money on worthless clothes) and going on the com and not studying. hai.

oh gosh this jus sucks. there is nth in life for me, no better future no nothing.



signing off
amethyst
12:06 AM