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Thursday, August 26, 2010

=((((( i'm thinking too much as usual

but it's only to prevent any further unhappiness in the future

but how am i to enjoy what life gives me, or even make the mistakes where ppl learn things? because sometimes, you need to fail to learn, and to live life.

school sucks so much. braces hurt lik crap. WHY did i even opt for braces? NTH CHANGES. it's stil the same.

how heavy disappointment feels.

and it's deja vu all over again. this sucks. it's lik, history repeats itself. do i have to go through with this FOREVER? i noe im nt a genuine sweet nice person, and sadly cant even scheme and manipulate lik the characters of liars' game, but do i reali have to go through this everytime? must i be the only one to be down trodden the whole time? must i be the only to go through this, so i can empathise with others? den empathise but feel so horribly helpless (because of the lack of social skills?)

but if it's reali fated, there's REALI no point in whining over it. just lik there's no point in stressing so much about school work. cause in the end, it'l jus sink lik a stone.



signing off
amethyst
11:29 PM