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Saturday, April 24, 2010

mayb i should reali transfer to arts. or may gem2901 is reali tat slack. but i reali shouldnt gloat about it even before the results are out. after all, the lecturer might jus decide to penalise me because of my horrid handwriting (thinks of a particular lecturer and her mod) and make me feel lik life is so unjust.

it's srsly not my fault tat i'm not born to be a perfect tidy person with rounded neat handwriting that's lik Times New Roman printed. it's not my fault the darn workspace is so squeezy and al the stuff are positioned where i can neatly knock it over (thinks of clumsy left handed ppl) and freak out and knock more stains and dyes onto my script.

it's not my fault.. i think. but who cares what i think. because ultimately, it's stil my fault. it's my fault. o yes u're untidy person but please put in some extra effort. everyone gets the same squeezy workspace and they can stil score 91, right? it's ur fault u cant keep ur cool (THINK ur occupation requires u to maintain ur coolness) and are so clumsy, so stop blaming ur left handedness and make up excuses.

lik i said, i chose the wrong course. but it's too late to turn back now. too late. again, it's my own fault i chose the wrong course. the grass is still greenest everywhere but here. tat's why choices can make one unhappy right? because when u choose wrongly, u have no one but urself to blame. i can rant all i wan and moan and whine and sigh but stil it's my fault. i can be unhappy all i want but ultimately i'l be the one chewing the dust and picking up the pieces.

so i should bucket my belt tighter,  pull my socks up higher and grit my teeth and bear with it. bear with feeling lik a failure and hoping i wont one day jus sink and let all be for naught.

o yes, mayb the lecturer will jus put ???? cause he doesnt understand my weird english. yes i had to take the QET. but tat's another rant for another rainy day. mayb aft the microB paper when i cant rmb a single thing (stage fright hahas -.-) and can whine even more. 



signing off
amethyst
10:55 PM