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Sunday, April 18, 2010

finals less than 1 week away. hoho i feel so relaxed. -.- i totally do not feel lik studying.

sure sure i throw my laptop as far away from me as possible and cozycot mall is down, but the TV suddenly bcomes 87,654 times more interesting and i pick up all the christopher pike books to start reading like i dont have 5 papers pending come next week.  i drag all my notes to my grandma's hse to study and end up stoning in front of the TV (wu ling da dao is damn interesting and nice to watch. i wish i can dance. mayb sexy belly dance or break dance (HAHA T.T) or even modern dance. definitely NOT modern jazz. looks quite not my cup of tea.)

and aft much reflection, i conclude with my very superficial brain that i am NOT deep at all. sure i whine and brood alot, but that doesnt count as deep. brooding could be a waste of brainpower. i think the quiet emotionally resilient ppl are really the more deeper ones. never underestimate them. they might be near Nirvana (or something) while im' stuck near ground chewing on dust and brooding and forming emotional attachments with anything and everything. that's why i care so much and freak out so much. that's why i become so emotional and freaked out.

i fancy myself as havin a rather high affinity with words, but apparently that's rubbish also. i cant think of any chim words on the spot. i cant even compose an entry without spelling errors and some idiomatic expression!

watever in tat case let me indulge in material lust and FIX CM!. T.T or give me more money to buy more stuff.



signing off
amethyst
11:00 PM