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Friday, March 26, 2010

ppl say u wont ever regret putting braces.

they didn't specify it's the fact that AFTER u take the braces den u DONT regret putting braces. i started regretting when the needles went inside my gums. it's a LIE that needles feel lik an ant bite. especially when it's at ur gums. i wanted to quit now tat the metal rings are inside my mouth. i dont get nice rings gifts on my fingers, but instead i get them on my teeth to rub again my poor buccal cavity to give ulcers. how fun.

and i think i'm gng to start gaining weight despite putting braces. i feel hungry all the time (poor amount at dinner time) and snack on jelly cause it's jus wonderful to eat soft and cold stuff. so i should exercise. but i give myself excuse that i'm nt well enough to exercise. -.- so gng to be fat. actually, the wound where the teeth is missing does hurt. phantom pain mayb -.- does phantom pain applies to teeth too?

WHINES> tat's all i'm capable of doing. and i feel cranky too. and i'm back to my horrendous habit of online clothes hunting, furiously emailing ppl, beggin them to look at my clothes..... zzz.

today someone told me she's gng to europe touring before gng for pharm ipsf. she spending ard 4.5K. the amt i'm spending on braces is 4.5K++. zzz i wonder WHY i'm actually using this money to torture myself? it could be used to tour europe. or buy tonnes of f21 clothes, bc clothes (so i dont have to beg ppl to trade with me-.-)

*whines* the image of perfect teeth and hot red lipstick nv seem so far away and blurry and vague and jus PLAIN IMPOSSIBLE.



signing off
amethyst
11:13 PM