did cip today thru sgcare, but before that, i've sth more interesting to blog about. ><
dad bought me a necklace for my 21st. from poh heng (platinum and diamond ♥). it all started because grandma told me to buy a necklace for my 21sth bday, and budget was limited to 200. but al the ones i saw weren't exactly cheap. for the nice ones, the budget alone wont even cover necklace. finally i saw one i liked that's cheaper than 800 (the first one i saw was heart shaped with a a diamond stud in the middle, pretty and simple but it's 800+ =(((), but it stil exceeded budget anw. but i lik it! it looks lik charmed's symbol. >< i saw another one. the diamonds were soo much bigger, but the price was ard 3X. -.- but i lik diamonds! and white gold! and jewellery. the material lust in me flared and i wanted to buy 2! =(( mum was saying i should jus buy and nv go online shopping again. after all, diamonds u can trade it back for money. clothes are only meant to be thrown away. but reali. i feel lik collecting diamonds from now instead of going online shopping. =X
bought only one in the end.. =((( nvm when i'm rich again. i'm going to buy one with BIGGER diamonds. >< and MORE JEWELERY. >< i'm so materialistic. but it's reali so seductive, the way diamonds glitter, the way white gold appears so pure, the way u feel better with diamonds ard you. >< it's also interestin how diamonds are classified, and yea of course the bigger it is the more money it fetches, but sometimes it feels good to wear huge diamonds. ><
and i think i noe why i lik to spend money. the agony of trying to decide whether i should buy something makes me forget al the stress and the horrid sense of disappointment of trying so hard in vain. buying on the other hand, makes me feel lik i'm in control, even thou i'm most likely not.
about the cip thing i went. it was ok. not exactly a wonderful start, could be better, but it's not too bad. painting murals in the hot sun gets everyone hot and bothered. or mayb just gets everyone lethargic and passive. hahas. didn't reali make frens, but talked. it's a start. they say doing cip wil make one less shy. mayb i can finally stop being so paranoid and start the art of making frens.
art of diamonds, and the art of making frens.
on a suckier note. school is still on tmr. =/ i stil feel lik i'm in the middle of holidays. (what now? after giving up during the exams, i've decided to bring forward my resignation and not reading lecture notes? FANTASTIC!) but nvm. thanks to viki, i found the ideal number of slides to print per page. print 3 slides per page and my lecture notes can be pretty in that it's portrait (how i LOATHE landscape) orientation and with the slides not too big with space at the side to write. desirable. =) mayb this could be my motivation to pay attention to lect. -.-
braces suck too. i hate it. WHY do i not have pretty straight teeth? because i have to work to have nice average stuff lik everything else in my life. im tempted seeing other ppl's nice teeth, but imagine the pain, torture, ugliness i hav to go thru! =(
signing off
amethyst
11:24 PM
say something'
plain.amethyst.palace
plainpalace.sally.yip
aquarian snake
Singapore
Alexandra Hill Pri, Nan Hua Sec, Victoria Junior College, NUS P h a r m12'
Lady`Mage =)
plainpalace@hotmail/gmail.com
let it go'
if you cant hold on, let it go and come back in your heart
hopes and wishes
.books
.more bc dresses!, bags
.necklaces, bracelets (to spice up boring outfits!)
.above preferably of diamonds and white gold. >< or gold. or precious stones. =P
.musical box that plays pirates of Caribbean Davy Jones soundtrack
.own room -.-
.blank nice books to write my diary
.mont blanc fountain pen ><
.supernatural, grey's anatomy, heros, charmed, csi complete DVDs