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Friday, December 04, 2009

angry.

why do i not take initiative and yet expect others to be initiative?

why am i so selfish but expect others to give generously to me?

why do i plan so much but in the end nth ever gets done? jus lik school u noe, every start of the brand new sem, i tell myself i wil put in my 101%. barely halfway thru the sem i don't feel lik caring anything anymore alr.

shoppin hasnt been fruitful. jus as well. spent so much these days. eatin is so expensive. transport is a pain.

disgusting forum ppl. claims stuff to be new and yet the item is so obviously worn a few times such tat i become such a paranoid buyer now. i do make sure watever i say is true. and i tip up when i feel it's not fair to be trading for a new item.

and WHY hasnt that particular blog shop owner get back to me? it has been over a bloody week! at least let me noe my bloody dress got to ur grand condo safe and sound even if u're too busy having a life to send back a proper dress!!!!!!!!!!!

angry. i cant even clear my bloody notes. what if i have to retake those modules? while other ppl whine and write in a chim way about results too, they are most likely lamenting the loss of A+ or A while i worry about passing. SUCKS TO HAVE A STEEP CURVE.



signing off
amethyst
12:48 AM