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Thursday, September 10, 2009

stressful days. lectures are piling up. i might have an almost-free-day but i stil didn't get much done. inefficient me. life is unfair, so deal with it.

CAs are coming. hohoho. no wonder pimples are sprouting out, muscles are feeling tight and painful. i woke up this morning with the paragraph of sirius black answering harry potter about dying being "quicker and easier than falling asleep" playing again and again in my head. death wish? mayb. =/ indeed, waking up every morning to attend 8 am lecture feels lik i'm crawling back from the dead.

i'm so pissed i didn't do much work today. nowadays, i have no life (lik always). i may pour al my energy and time into taking in as much content but unfortunately, i wont be getting the final goal i wan. freaking hel. and i'm still too cowardly to change it all. so al i can do i sit ard and whine. whine. whine.

i could change it, u noe. oppportunity doesnt come knocking twice and i'm nt even learning from my mistakes.

and i hate having no room to myself. sis now refuses to sleep and i cant stay up too late cause of darn 8 am lectures. blarh.



signing off
amethyst
11:17 PM