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Sunday, May 10, 2009

hmm.. ok holidays are here. i shld be lik enjoying myself.

ok to be fair, i reali don't lik changes la. starting a new job, starting a new school, starting sth new always freaks me out. so my mood now is rather.... anxious.

ok mayb i'm reali someone who doesn't noe how to appreciate wat i already hav, but tend to harp on wat i don't hav. mayb all the unhappiness stem from my sucky mindset tat the grass is always greener on the other side. i shld REALI change this. but so hard. but ok fine at least i identified it. =X

ok i felt lik blogging about sth during the exams, but i duno if i shld now. =X ok i shld jus.

read this article on the straits time by sumiko tan. about frenships and fb. and hhaas i learn stuff from it? like.. frenships can die/fade and those tat u can "deliberately erase". i didn't noe tat. i thot it was wrong and all my fault. but it's ok. i was lik so childish and dumb. -.-.

ok mayb i'm lik not making much sense. but so late alr. and i usually can't think much when i'm online. brain automatically shuts down. -.-

and it's quite sad how certain words become "fillers" (got this term from bro). lik "lol" or "haha" or "ic" wat do u say when there's reali nth else left to say?



signing off
amethyst
10:26 PM