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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

call me childish, but i don't wana grow up. it's difficult being independent and making decisions tat matter myself. it sucks to regret.

i thot with the physio paper, ppda couldn't get any worst. i thot wrong. it was a million times worst den the hardest chem paper of vj (and i doubt my standard is anywhere near the peak back in vj). totally felt lik giving up barely 15 minutes into the test. -.- that was when i stopped panicking (aka having this pressure in m chest and having the compliance of my lungs decreasing -.-) and jus anyhow do the paper. hahhahhahas. wat a joke.i can't believed i studied the hardest, the longest, the earliest for this paper. i should hav spent more time on physio. mayb i could get a few more physio qns correctly. -.- yea lik a few more marks if gonna help. -.-

ok. i should stop brooding about the sad stuff. =X i wil moan and whine when i get back my results. =X

happy is NOW. i'm blasting music (nice pop music with ppl singing and not torturous classical music which is supposed to help me in memrosing stuff) and i'm online, and i'm writing my diary. i LOVE THIS. ><>< i lik staying at home and slack. now if i have a book at hand... life would be wonderful.

ok kjus watched ten bros online, in the orginal cantonese version. SO NICE. ><><

ok there's so much other things to be done now. dun feel lik writing anymore even thou i hav sth to write. =)



signing off
amethyst
7:38 PM