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Saturday, August 16, 2008

hmm. the first week of lectures is over, and i'm lik so sian of every mondays even thou only one monday has passed. school starts at 8 and ends at 8pm. wat the shit. sianz.but den i chose it. so yea, shant complain too much.

ppda (physiochemical principles of drug action) for chem was damn depressing. the first lecturer wasn't so bad cause at least i semi-understood the lecture. the nxt lecturer made me feel lik dropping the module. it was my nightmare of al nightmares coming true. what made me hesitate in choosing pharm immediately tat time was this fear tat i had to and couldnt cope with the naming and drawing and recognising of huge foreign organic molqs, and ppda was exactly tat and worst. at least for the lectures in jc last time, when i completely don't understand the lecture, the lt was noisy (everyone was talking) and i was happily chatting about a particular handsome guy (frm bio lecture) with my frens. but this time in nus, ppl were jus listening, and confirming with each other about wat exactly is going on. i had to force myself to try to listen and understand, but in the end it'sal for naught. it's depressing. u hav to appreciate my efforts thou. =X

at least the first impression of anatomy seem quite postive. and physiology's lectuerer could be entertaining (and i understood him the best so far i think).

and i miss hanging out with my clique in vj. SIGHS. =( some ppl may say jc is the worst cause it's jus plain muggin and eating the notes, but at least i had rather good frens. and we had rather good times at the airport. the four years seem so bleak now.



signing off
amethyst
10:53 PM