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Saturday, August 02, 2008

hmm... this is the first time i'm typing my blog entry at my brand new super expensive lap top. i bought it from school. it costs more den $2000. i feel so bad. soooo guilty. i think i'l pay back my dad. cause he used some credit cheque tat apparently has a lot of interest. i reali dun lik my dad to owe so much interest. sighs.

anw. been online soooo long but looking at the stupid bidding shit. irritating. y can't we al b jus allocated wat we lik? it would be fantastic if u can take certain basic modules for econs and psy. haix. and do away with all the stupid bidding. stupid stupid. i hate squinting/staring at the computer screen. feel so hot sticky and headache coming!

anw. camp is coming. tat explains why i'm feeling so miserable. and the end of the holidays too. i rather have one more mth of holiday and no laptop den having a stupid laptop with my holidays ending. i'm scared of sooo many things! wat if i can't click with the ppl! wat if they are all frens already and i stick out lik an extra lik so long ago? wat if wat if??~~ i'm gng nuts thinkin about this. wat if the food sucks, wat if i feel so depressed i can't eat and ppl think i'm a dieting freak? ARGH. i reali dun wan go camp. or rag. or flag. but i won't mind gng for it if i can hav a fren with me.sighs.

anw. i think i'm reali a selfish and self-absorbed person. srsly i wrap myself in al my troubles and dun reali care about wat's happening outside unless it affects me. sighs. mayb that's y i'm nt a ppl's person.. =X

depressing....................... nth happy to blog for now.. i jus wish i have a nice fren in my og. haixx............



signing off
amethyst
10:14 PM