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Tuesday, August 05, 2008

camp. camp is camp. depressing. i'm barely making thru.

anw. jus another thing to note. i try too hard. for everything. and it's jus pathetic and sad how things turn out for me. i shldn't try too hard. i shld learn to stay cool (lik viki) and learn to let go. after all, how could i ever fall and learn if i dun ever make a mistake? this applies to driving too, i think.

i shld stop trying too hard. it's REALI pathetic and embarrassing and jus makes me cringe AL THE TIME when i think back. enid blyton shld've written stories about warning kids against trying too hard. she warns of laziness and greed and being a dwadle, but nth about trrying too hard. so isit wrong anw? so far with everything tat has happen, YES trying too hard it wrong.

STAY COOL LET GO.



signing off
amethyst
10:19 PM