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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

i nv thot lacking confidence would be a problem, but apparently for driving, it is a HUGE one. i'm stil stuck at level one despite duno how many sessions of repeated lessons. i srsly dun mind practicing but it's depressing how fast the money gets used up. haix. X(

mayb i could pretend to be confident lik in np when taking promo test (but stil pretending doesnt get u anywhere- i can stil rmb how my voice quavered when i shouted the first command for every promo test). but i jus lose it whenever sth unexpected comes up. and it simply doesnt help tat everyone i did sth right, i get assured. den the next thing i noe, i'm jamming down hard on my brakes to screech to a stop before i kill someone (or mayb it was the instructor stomping on the brakes cause my reflexes were too slow)

HAIX man. HOWWW. SCHOOL"S STARTING AND I"M NOWHERE NEARING DRIVING LIK AN ORDINARY PERSON. how to gain confidence!!!! =(

ftt tmr. better not fail it. WORRIED> i shld sleep now. so i won't fall asleep during the test tmr. =X or during driving. YES driving again. so sianz. i'm rambling/complaining/brooding again. it's a bad habit. but old habits die hard.

anw. FINISHED GREY"S ANATOMY! other ppl might be crazy on korean or japanese drama or anime, but i found my weakness- english tv series! watching nip/tuck now. it's abit explicit... but i'm hoping some thot provoking epi might show up soon. the one i watched on channel 5 last week was quite nice (and i duno wat season is tat. =X) nice nice nice. i'm gonna miss squinting at the com screen when school reopens.. =( i lik to watch! when i'm old and retired, i'm going to somehow find the DVDs and watch. supernatural, charmed, prison break, house.. u name it. i HOPE I CAN FIND IT!! hahahs. already planning for retirement even thou it's lik barely the start of my young exciting life. -.-

hmm. i did made alot of grammatical errors even when writing an entry. shame on me. i so deserve a D. BUT NOT ENG MODULES! T.T



signing off
amethyst
11:11 PM