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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

office politics reali sucks. makes me damn sick. especially when one is at the receiving end. but to be honest, i'm not much of a saint myself. feedbacking others can go both ways.. so yea to stop feeling angry/indignant, i constantly reminded myself that i'm oso guilty of complaining/bitching about the person. not thru email using strong, highly subjective adjectives to describe the person la.. but somewhere around there oso. guilty guilty guilty.

stil can't get over the freakin D for gp. hate the sight of newspaper. lik y shld i bother when i tried so hard and got nth anw? but watever la. i'l get over it. lik how i got over b3 for chem.=) realI! how i wish i could once again slack the whole day on my bed reading and reading nth but fiction, fantasy. escapist. =X hate working laa... feel lik i'm wasting my time when i'm not gonna choose accountancy as first choice anw? but nowadays it's not so bad. cause i've stuff to do. den i won't spend my time moping or overthinking. but reali redoing stuff lik a hundred times makes me feel lik puking sometimes. seriously. but it's ok. cause. i'm learning stuff, which is wat i always wanted in a job!

applying for scholarship oso sucks. i'm supposed to look at nus scholarship now, but comp is so screwed up and the damn form is in adobe format. arrgh. lik i'l get it anw, with a big D. so i worry about my D, while those with B for GP worry about not having a h3. sheesh. nv ever be satistified i think. okkkkkkkkkkk..

change is lik coming. so much changes this year, with ppl leaving for overseas studies... haix. i seriously feel lik i don't noe wat to say. =X



signing off
amethyst
9:48 PM