so long since my last entry. and of course, things does change. lik for one, i've got a job. it's at citibank. it's not nice. but i'm not going to start whining about how having a job is not fine cause the previous entry, i was whining about looking for a job. but anw. working is a whole new experience. like. i get to taste the office politics ppl are always talking about. i get a taste of not liking someone, especially when that someone's supposed to be ur superior. not tat i hate my superior la. but things can get irritating at times. and anw, i dont reali noe who's my superior. which is weird. hahas. so i'm kinda confused. anw, i realised too that i lik doing things alone too. especially for work. i dun lik ppl to help me or watever when i'm doing my work. it's lik, either i do it alone, or u do it for me. or else things become very messy and irritating. i guess that lucky for me, work is usually done alone.
of course, being alone for lik 8 hours gets anyone miserable. i supposed tat's y during lunch they interact lik it's the end of the world? which i dun lik. and when i feel miserable/left out/extra or wat, my appeitite totally goes out of the window. and ppl begin asking qns, or worst, make jokes at my expense. haha, lik not funny. but wel, jus giv a smile and pretend i'm mute. it's easy reali.
been dreamin about a lvl bio and harmoc. sheesh. as much as i would not lik to think about getting back my reslts, that thought jus sneaks up on me lik anytime. and i get sweaty palms and feet. =X i noe wat's gonna be the worst, gp and econs (which is kinda sad cause i kinda lik econs). i noe chem's not gonna be too bad, but compared to ppl from rj and hc, mayb my not-too-bad's gonna be very bad. but wel, it's al about relativity. i'm at relativity's mercy. and luck too.
lastly, things i reali hate and loathe? they're call conflicts. or getting ppl irritated or pissed off with me. or not knowing there's ppl angry with me. sheesh. it's lik the primary/secondary school nightmare al over again. but of course, in primary school, it was v much obvious because being the kids we are, we express our anger and displeasure in a much more obvious way.
ok. on a happier note, my birthday's coming!! and that it coincides with chinese new year too! new clothes, and a birthday wish! hahas what shall i wish for? i tend to take this bday wish SERIOUSLY. and i'm thinkin about it now. wat's so important on my life list right now? i shal wish with al my heart. i believe in bday wishes, do u? =) it comes only once a year after al. doubt i'l get many presents this year, but it's ok. i'm used to it, being a feb baby and al. =)
ok. lunch. den tuition. yea no life i noe. but it's ok. work hard has always been my motto. althou this particular motto has been a let down in my jc life, what's imprinted in my mind when i was that young impressionable age sticks forever. yep.
signing off
amethyst
12:53 PM
say something'
plain.amethyst.palace
plainpalace.sally.yip
aquarian snake
Singapore
Alexandra Hill Pri, Nan Hua Sec, Victoria Junior College, NUS P h a r m12'
Lady`Mage =)
plainpalace@hotmail/gmail.com
let it go'
if you cant hold on, let it go and come back in your heart
hopes and wishes
.books
.more bc dresses!, bags
.necklaces, bracelets (to spice up boring outfits!)
.above preferably of diamonds and white gold. >< or gold. or precious stones. =P
.musical box that plays pirates of Caribbean Davy Jones soundtrack
.own room -.-
.blank nice books to write my diary
.mont blanc fountain pen ><
.supernatural, grey's anatomy, heros, charmed, csi complete DVDs