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Thursday, December 20, 2007

let me tel u this, looking for a job is no mean feat. it's disappointing and totally jus toys with how i feel all the time. picking up the phone to call the ad in classifed once upon a time jus makes my heart pound and my palm sweaty; but now, i jus feel a wee bit nervous and sianz. interview oso make me v sian. it's lik i go all the way down, fill in some stupid form, den they tel me admin job taken. or worst, tel me "call u" and they never do. it's the same with emails. they never do reply. duno why i take the bloody time to send anything at all. i guess it's welcome to the adult world of unemployment. there shld be a law that they must reply email, even if it is to to jus inform that "oh so sorry, ur resume too pathetic, thus i gather u're too pathetic".

christmas coming. but reali i jus feel so sian la. lik a freakin total failure. wth. cant even slack in peace. even mum calls me a loner. cause i nv go out unlik my oh-so-lively sister. but watever la. dad calls me a parasite cause i nv work. but watever oso la. sheesh.

whine whine whine. tat's al i do reali. sianz...................................................



signing off
amethyst
12:05 PM