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Sunday, August 26, 2007

tmr is gp. and i have never felt so unprepared in my whole life. i duno wat to do about horrible aq qn (i can only score about average/mode of 2/8???!) and recent composition's (mayb that's y i've been doing so horribly- cause i should start calling it essay instead?) marks of 22/50 makes me feel lik al my efforts are none-existence. HAIX.

the sheer amount of content to memorise/stuff in my tiny brain jus makes me feel so in despair that i jus simply give up. i duno where i should start, which are the things i'm not sure of so i'll jus jump straight into doing papers? and only den i realised what i tot i knew, i didn't.

i guess i am/was falling sick because of the stress i'm giving myself, but so far, i've neither seen anything or done anything or think of realistic thoughts to be able to make myself happy. BLAH.



signing off
amethyst
6:09 PM