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Sunday, April 29, 2007

when i post an entry, i tend to do sad things. that's wat some of my frens commented. and i felt that, hey, mayb the bad habit of whining is starting to come back, so i uh, stop being too enthusiastic about blogging? after all my life is kinda boring rite now. nothing seems more important than the ever increasing amount of work. nothing makes makes me feel worst and panicky den lagging behind.

so anw, this entry eh, "dedicated" to cher, liting and kit yeng. yea seems so long since i last saw/hear from them. (only have myself to blame, but watever. i don't go online for long periods of time nowadays. go online only to check mail and perhaps download a couple of songs, den log off. work beckons.) it was nice to see chermaine again (looking as pretty as ever=]) and kityeng too! wen for dinner at clarity cafe (my second time there hahas) at bugis. baked rice wasn't tat boring. oreo cheesecake was delicious! =) talked abit, but i didn't reali feel lik talking. jus felt lik listening. felt so sian la (do i noe why?)


after that kityeng brought us to the long bar at raffles hotel. apparently it was only cher's and mine first time at a bar. rather interesting experience i tel u. and hahas i could so totally relate to cher when she say she wish she's grown up and jus chilling after working at the bar. i could almost jus sit there alone and brood/ponder/sulk/chill.
the band there wasn't too bad- jus wished they could have turn down the volume a lil'.
it was fun to throw peanuts everywherer (according to ky it's part of their decorations hahahs) and wash down the dry peanuts with singapore sling eh? (so i lied (to my sis), singapore sling does have a bit of alcohol content but it's only lik wat, TRACE AMOUNTS?)

hmm yesterday.. reali had much things to ponder over. and i mean LOADS. blogging reali doesn't help with the recordin of feelings part- i might jus offend ppl without the intention to lik so long ago (feelings jus tend to jus rush out when i'm writin, so is that y i can't do argumentative essays? =X), and it doesn't help i hav to specially make the effort to turn on the computer (and keep telling myself i won't succumb to the delights of online gaming). so perhaps this is an explaination for the once-in-a-blue-moon kind of entry.

so wel, mayb it's going to be ages before i write up another entry. after all, school school and more school gets kinda boring. shal only write when i feel lik? when there's something to complain about? when there's something interesting? and now, i shal NOT turn on gunbound and wait for the photos to finish sending over.

(bleah napfa 2.4km run tmr. and i'm feeling crappy. woke up feeling dizzy lik with the whole world spinning around (i DON"T think it's hangover!!!! NOT POSSIBLE!))

hmmm.. jus in case u who are reading my entry now is not cher, liting or kityeng, i want to tel u how much i appreciate u who read my blog too! =) feel free to tag so i'l noe u've been here (so i can appreciate u more heh. =]). i guess i own u all apologies for not updating ehh.. sorry!

hmm.. ok reading other ppl's blog can be preeeetty tot provoking.. and interesting. and figuring out wat others who dun say much and wat they noe.. hmm.. sighs. y am i always at loss for words when i'm blogging? i think it's sth to do with stupid gp. always get marked down for my eng tat i dun dare to write in public le. -.- ok heck. i MUST throw away this feeling. it's baaaddd.. arrgh my head's not feeling too good. i think i wil seriously get my ass away from the computer.



signing off
amethyst
1:13 PM