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Friday, November 10, 2006

finally.. pw is over. and i think that whenever i say "pw suck", i don't reali mean it. it's jus for me to vent my anger. so anw, pw don't suck. it made me realise lotsa of things (erms, but den again, these were realised on my way home today on the bus..)

was reali scared and in awe of some ppl in my class, and it jus made it all the harder to present properly for op in front of them. thus for the very first we had to rehearse for op, i performed lik crap, and i think i was near hysterical when i went up to present. and was gng to break down when presenting, but a shout from sharon ("jia you!!") and i calm down. at least these ppl whom i was presenting to were not my enemy! they are even trying to help by listening! and thruout all those rehearsals when vanessa was present, she was nodding and smiling so reassuredly tat i can't help but feel calmed down, and felt so immensely grateful. indeed, jus a smile and the whole world smiles with u.

and also, how could i forgot my group mates? especially valerie who gave constant encouragement and guidance such tat i pulled thru op in one piece.. ah.. funny how one starts to grow wistful when the pw which i claim to hate is over eh?

didn't reali feel happy or sad when our op finally ended. i jus felt.. relief?? but wel, perhaps it'l need a longer time before "Pw is TRUELY over" wil finalyl sink in. hahas.. =)



signing off
amethyst
3:12 PM