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Sunday, March 26, 2006

ok am supposed to do some research on tom yum soup and green curry for some event for interact, but i can't find no stupid crap info tat's relevant. that's the problem with freaking internet and google. or mayb it's jus tat 'm too dumb to narrow down my field of search.

anw, jus a quick update on my life? am worried, stressed and depressed. i've got so much work and too little time, and stil wat's my problem, fancy taking up so many ccas. -.- am worried over my decision to continue h2 econs. but honestly, wat's the point of taking so many h2 when in the end u have to have one subject at h1? but i can depend on my sciences or math. used to think science was interesting and got so encouraged when i scored so well. but now tat my results lik lik shite, i've totally lost all interest and motivation. results motivate me, u see. and well. perhaps this is yet another obstacle/stage in life, and perhaps i'll nv get over my o lvl results however much i want to. back to eocns, i can't drop econs to h1 cause somehow i got encouraged by my 17/30 recent econs test and i've got this weird notion tat left-handlers lik me are good in humanities. someone shoot me please. but wel, the chance to drop econs to h1 is now gone. have to wait till after midyrs and i hope (no i pray) tat i made the right decision.

another seriously worrisome (i do worry a lot, don't i? but well, we, of the orange breed are lik tat) something. PW. SIGHS. SIGHS. if i end up with a grp i can't get well with, someone please kill me. sighs. supposed to do sth (perhaps research) for the wat prelimary report for pw, but i duno how to start. no fresh earth-shattering idea tat will get my so motivated and well. SIANZ.

another new week, and thus back to stupid mondays and tuesdays which are days tat seemingly nv ends. weekends are not much cause' they're lik complusory for catching up on work (no slacking, mind you), but i jus slacked today and read the pile of over-dued library books. nth to look forward to. great. wat a totally depressing entry. perhaps sth happy (since everyone subconsiously WANTS a happy ending). erms. (omigosh, i't s THIS bad. i can't think of anything happy) i love my family. (mans how very lame). and OH. THERE"S KY"S BDAY NEXT WEEK!! HAPPY BDAY IN ADVANCE!!



signing off
amethyst
10:11 PM