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Thursday, January 05, 2006

making fren... is easy in vj i supposed.. hahas. everyone's jus so frenly and open.. and scarily spontaneos. i supposed tt's good for an extrovert, but i'm not. do i have to change to fit in?? jus as i was getting comfortable in my grp, they're making us seat in classes tmr.. and adding houses in.. sighs. i've no idea wat i'm going to do. be frenly again i supposed. but it's tiring. i'm tired. sighs.

my appeitite's all messed up. can't have a proper lunch. i hope at least tmr i can have a proper dinner with victorians. yea i can! *being optimistic*

dancing.. can be fun i supposed. but i jus wish i had the talent, and tt i'm not clumsy or klutzy. i supposed tt when i reali dance enjoying it, i feel free.. but when i jus don't get it, i feel lik a failure. and feeling lik a failure does not go well with the already-so-broken resolution to be optimistic.



signing off
amethyst
8:44 PM