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Saturday, January 07, 2006

conflicts i hate. things seem to come in alternate, bad and good. and funnily, the good seems to last only for a while, and the bad lasting for eternity. currently experiencing the bad?

yesterday.. at least things were stil with the og. and i realised victorians are talented, spontaneous and enthusiatisc bunch of ppl. talented all-rounders. well.. obviously i don't fit such a profile? how can i remain there? -.-

the only thing was fun... mass dance!!! at suntec city at the fountain of wealth. =) of course before tt,everyone was already feeling high, and i felt reali crappish. but when the rain came, it jus about washed away all constraints i shackled myself in. and finally, some fun. ah well. =) i supposed it's y they call tt state "high". after all, it's very difficult to get to tt state, and u have to climb real high. i started by dropping my self-consciousness.

don't feel lik saying much more. see.. the conflict stil isn't resolved, and i got to get myself outta my dream world. being incoherent here. but who cares.



signing off
amethyst
12:38 PM