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Thursday, October 06, 2005

hmm.. i did say i've got back all the results? so it seems tat i've nothing to talk about except how stress i am and how not ideal are my results. how very boring.

but school's boring. it's nowhere here nor there. i'm not studying very hard, but i'm not slacking my day away either. wat a very difficult situation. but the fact remains.. i'm worried! everytime someone mentions o lvl, i could feel my insides curling up and yet feeling with lead. =/ not nice.

hmm. anw, i didn't plan on going online today.. cause i've still got amath papers to complete! but well, there's this eng project. haix the thing is melvin in not replying. ARGH. and anw, i don't feel lik going offline anw. sheesh.

studying is fun. studying is fun.. yes it's fun. yes i'm trying to convince myself. as long as i can get my momentum and interest in studying back, everything'll be a breeze!! -.-

and oh.. this thing about suicide. everytime my mum hears us saying 'wanna commit suicide', she'll give a glare and say 'don't u dare or i'll whip ur sorry corpse (not really this harsh, but sth close)'. and i'll cheekily retort "ok lor, since i have to repay u first, i'll go SEDUCE a rich guy, get al his money and write in my will for the money to u, den go commit suicide".

smart rite? HAHAS. of course everything's in a light and joking manner, trying to lighten the stressed atmospere. ha.. =p



signing off
amethyst
8:06 PM