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Friday, September 16, 2005

ok, one week of prelims have passed. not feeling too good, as usual. still having my sucky cough.. went to doctor yesterday and he said it was allergy. omans. not good..

if u do not fancy reading depressing stuff or plain long stuff, pls stop here and immediatey tag. i dun lik to make ppl sad. i dun lik my sad mood affecting u, especially if u're feeling especially sad now?

anw, is it me, or are exams getting more and more unbearable??!! i can't stand it. not only those sucky papers. but the fact tt i feel lousy and i dun dare to say it. i'm afraid of making ppl think i'm someone who's a hypocrite. also the fact tt ppl keep saying "i will fail" jus about makes me feel lik screaming out loud hypocrite, yet i am one myself. pot calling the kettle black. nope i dun wan to be that kind of someone.

let's see.. every paper suck. amath was as usual, hellish. i can't believe i actually tot i could make it for math. well not anymore. stupid sets and everything. stupid amath and that's my final word. ss today was disasterous. almost burst out in hysterical laughter. see, i was trying to read the source in a calm manner, but ppl around me were scribbling lik it's the end of the world. i started to panic and thus skip to the structure qn, and wrote down those points. glanced down at my stopwatch which was running very fast and start to panic again. spent lik so long on 6mark qn. watever. i didn't have time. didn't think properly for the last 2 qn for structure. till now, i can only pray. hope for the best and prepare for the worst. emath was depressing. i bet everyone finds it easy. everyone except me that it. mine is going to be stuffed full of careless mistakes and jus plain mistakes. this is depressing. i dun feel lik striving anymore. no motivation. and oh, i mus mention bio. it was crappy!!! it was so very difficult!!!! i cannnot actually believe i tot i would score as always. success must really be getting to my head. i'm getting proud!!! pride comes before a fall!!!!!! i'm getting hysterical. someone pls calm me down...! i seriously think i won't be doing so well this time. say all u wan, but i dun think i'll do well!!! *screams* so there.

supposed to be doing physics now.. but the hell with it. sighs. i'm not feeling in a good mood.. sighs...

enough about tt. sth nice... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BRO GUAN RONG! =)



signing off
amethyst
4:08 PM