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Saturday, August 20, 2005

i can't believe i felt extreme depress. it jus totally sucks.

first thing that sucks, stupid a math. tuition doesn't seem to help. i get the same jus-past mark i've been getting for major exams for bloody amath. nothing ever helps. perhaps tuiton jus makes it worst, and that i'm jus wasting my parents' money. i am so unfilial. i should jus drop tuition, and hope for the best but mainly prepare for the worst. yeah. cause amath is supposed to be easy? ha. come on. given my puny brain with the inferior intelligent, i doubt i can even understand the most basic of all concepts. and how could i have tot relative velocity would be relatively easier for me with tution? i can't even get the angles of the question right. forget about the the crucial diagram.

and oh. another thing which got me even madder. pissed even such that i was literally filled with extreme hate. -.- i'm tired of the **** ********** and the fact which *** ****** *** ** ****** **** and that i'm lik forever wanting *** *******. yea. time for me to show my temper too. i'm not one who's forever nice and not getting mad. nv been so pissed and nonplussed in my whole life (jus feel lik swearing the whole entry). pardon my disgusting language.

a math is doomed. the sense of impending doom which i felt was oh-so-accurate (sadly). getting back common tests results next week (most probably). most probably i'll feel super depressed and un-motivated with the uqually unmotivating marks while everyone scores and feel motivated. sickening.

my entries are forever depressing sad. do i not treasure nice and happy memories? perhaps i do. but they jus seem so light and fleeting and un-rememberable. oops. have to try to fix them firmly in my mind next time..



signing off
amethyst
5:36 PM